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If you don't like topics relating to suicide please turn back NOW and/or look away.

You have been warned...

Calling on people to report or bash someone can make a person suicidal and react irrationally.
I know because I was there once, that's why I had to abandon my old dA account, I couldn't take it anymore and so I quit for a few years before finally deciding, with the huge help of friends that it was safe to return.
I'm still not sure about staying involved for many reasons but please hear me out.

A lot of the time people doing these things are at a critical point with their mental health and may be suicidal themselves. I advise not to tell themselves to 'kys' because they can take this extremely literally.
I've been nearly at this point with an obsession before and I will admit to that, though I will not post my old dA account for these very reasons, I would like to move past this traumatizing stage of my life, during those few months I suffered more than I ever had or even thought possible. During those days I fell into a truer abyss than I could have imagined. I got to the point where I was begging for death, not only because of things IRL but people online ridiculing me. At one point I was calling people out myself and I managed to get myself called out myself in a particular group which was then taken down soon after. Around that time I quit, I couldn't take it anymore, I'd made plans to kill myself. My mother found me crying in my room on the day I was planning, and then long story short, I ended up in a mental ward and it was pure, living hell. It was like a damn factory for the depressed and insane. I came out worse than when I went. It didn't help that they tried to do an IQ test on me right after I received medication which made me stupid as all hell. In fact it was the same day that I first received the medication.

I'm done writing about this because I have things to attend to and I'm sure nobody wants to hear my sob story of struggling with severe depression, anxiety, and high-functioning autism.
If you reach this point, please take steps to further yourself from that which makes you feel this way.
Death is not worth it. Neither are these mental health factories.


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